There’s no answer to why me. Looking for an answer is futile & it doesn’t change anything. I don’t believe things happen for a reason. I don’t believe there’s any type of master plan, predestination, a punishment/reward system, or reasons behind events. People have pitied me for this worldview. Actually, it’s quite liberating. I don’t expect fairness or that people get or don’t get what they believe they deserve.
I’m sorry for the lack of understanding & support. It hurts.
Wish there was someone to save us & make it all better. We can only save ourselves.