Honey, awful to feel alone like this. Not surprised to learn that you’re the one people turn to. Not fair & not right, but they’ve become used to you not needing help & being the strong one.
Have you asked for their support with what you’re going through? Know that’s not easy at all. We assume the people close to us should know when we’re drowning & be there, but we have to tell them. Took me a long time & a lot of pain to realize this.
You will be very missed!
Sending many hugs your way.