Oh Honey, I am so sorry that you feel so alone. But you aren’t we are here and like Bradford says we will try to be your diabetes family :0)
You have such alot of stress with the decisions about your hearing to make, I don’t know how to help but all I can suggest is write yourself a list of the pro’s and con’s of a cochlear implant. How you feel about it, how you think it might help/effect you, everything you think of, no matter how small and then weigh it all up. Maybe just by getting it down on paper and out of your head it might help with the stress, and in turn help with your diabetes?
Is there a support service/mentor/counsellors anything near you where you could talk to someone about how down you are feeling. You sound so terribly depressed, I wish I could come look after you.
((((don’t disappear, you would be missed hon))))
