Missy I am sending xoxoxo your way until I can get to you.
I understand the pain of being the one that is the supporter of the family and when you are the one that is in need of the support and encouragement your family is not there for you. I know it may seem that I don’t have anything to say to you now or that I do not want to talk to you anymore, but that is not true. I have seen how your family and your deaf friends are all pulling you in different ways, I did not want you to think or feel that I was in any way trying to pressure to go one way or the other.
It’s your life and your choice. You make it.I will be here with you all the way no matter what you choose.
Do Not Disappear from me for I will miss you deeply. I lost one love that I can never get back. I don’t think loosing another would be good for my mind or heart. So please stay with me don’t disappear.
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John