I went and saw my gyno for a 3 month check up since I had surgery to have pre cancerous cells removed from my cervix. I have been fighting from getting cervical cancer for 6 years. I have had numerous surgeries on my cervix to get the cells. My gyno has now told me that my cervical wall is to thin anymore. There is a 5% chance I can get pregnant, 85% the baby can be carried to full term and a15% there will be a miscarriage. Not to mention the damage my body can do from the diabetes, heart problems and high blood pressure. I want kids more than anything in the world, but it just doesn’t seem possible. Here I am at 31 trying to decide to have a total hysterectomy or not to and hope I can get pregnant and that the baby will be healthy and that I will not have cancer.
lays my head down and cries Why do I have to make this decision at 31.