Oh this makes me terribly sad!!! My husband isn’t super suppprtive so I feel your frustration but abuse is NEVER okay. You deserve better!!!
It’s NOT your fault that you are a T1D! You are perfectly made and you are enough. You’ve been given this “mountain” to show others it CAN be moved!
I highly recommend getting some counseling. Do you have any support network outside of your husband? Are you on a pump/CGM? I’m on the newest Medtronic and haven’t had any crazy lows. It’s a remarkable pump.
Please continue to reach out to this group. We understand your pain and frustration!!