Hi there, I can relate to this as a former anorexic, it is just so difficult to keep eating, it always feel totally counterintuitive to me to eat but actually what I have found is that now I'm not a kid anymore, if I start restricting my food intake I do actually put ON weight, I have to constantly fight with my ED that wants to reward me for not eating and to see how long I can go without food, but I genuinely believe that the more I do that the less likely I am to lose weight (and I do need to I am a little overweight, not much but enough to piss me off) I think that for me I just give myself a mental slap everytime I get the ED voices because i know now that if that way actually worked for me then I wouldn't have ended up in the situation I was in
