Checking in

Thank you for your comments. You guys are the people who GET this. Like Linda said, when doctors and everyone else say to watch food and insulin intakes…duh! Yeah, I cheat sometimes (it happens). They don’t seem to get that all of that “stuff” just adds to the roller coaster of this. Watch your food and insulin, cheat, feel bad, try to get back to being “good,” fail again, feel bad, eat a candy bar because you feel bad and you really want some GOOD candy (lol), feel bad because you know that your doctor’s gonna find out about it because your next A1C is gonna be 1213432.9, and the cycle repeats. I’m ticked off because I was doing well after I got my pump, and I had my CGM (which isn’t covered anymore), and everything is crashing down (not just diabetes stuff, but life as well). It’s just…AHHHHH! Thank you for understanding.