Doing a little bit better

On the night of the 23rd I laid my head down and it felt different. I managed to fall asleep until 3am. I got up to use the washroom and fell back to sleep. Last night Iwas good too. I didn’t need the Lorazepam that my doctor gave me. I am only going to use it if I am desperate. The passionflower has less side effects and it seems to be working. I am still sore though. My neck, and my joints. It seems that I have a flareup of gastroparesis every seven months or so. The last time I had this was in September of 2019 and the time before that was in March of 2018. I guess I should be grateful that it goes that long.