I had a really good day bm wise yesterday, I woke up yesterday morning and my BM was 20mmol/Ls - 400mg/dl. I decided that I was going to make sure my BMs were alright and conciously took enough bolus to bring me down, all day yesterday I was running around 10mmol/Ls - 180mg/dl, and physically I felt great.
Mentally though I felt like I was doing something wrong and had a few tears lastnight. But when I’ve woke up this morning I was kind of proud of myself. I plan to do the same today.
I’m not sure if you have looked into this but as well as my insulin to treat my diabetes I take Metformin, **NOT because I am insulin resistant but because my doctor at the clinic told me that if I took that it would help my insulin better and prevent it from turning straight into fat.
I know its hard at the moment, and everyone seems to think you can just take your insulin without hesitation, and they have no idea what its like to be in this situation. Maybe when wake up so high you can just take 1 or 2 units just to bring you down a touch and prevent DKA.
It’s a massive change but you have to start with tiny steps like that, please dont hesitate to inbox me i know exactly where your coming from.