Failing miserably

Please call your therapist. That’s why you have him and it’s what he does! You need to get the bg down too. Take a step back breathe and try to recognize that high bg and depression go hand in hand. The bg will effect your thinking too. So a lot of your thoughts right now are likely glucose talking to your mind and not really what you would think or want if you were feeling better. So, take some insulin and start to drink a huge glass of water and try to center a bit. Breathe again and then dial your therapist.