We deal with enough on our own as diabetics - private nurses to the incessant monitoring. Don’t try to deal with the depression and cutting alone, too. hugs Find someone that can help you focus all this emotion. Cutting is pain you have control over - that’s why you feel better, but it’s not something that is good for you or will fix the underlying problem - the pain you don’t feel you have control over. In the end, it’s just more pain. And you don’t deserve more pain. I agree that if you can bring your blood sugar down, the world will start to make more sense.
