We’re all mostly on our own in this. Even the people we’re closest to can’t truly understand.
Probably of no use to you, but what keeps me motivated is remembering how DKA felt. I was dying. I told myself that I’d do whatever I had to to never feel that way again. When I came out of the comatose state & was told I had diabetes, my first question was–how long until I go blind? Doctor smiled & said never IF you take care of yourself. I want to continue seeing this beautiful world & the faces I love. I do it for me.
Knowledge is power & empowering. Can’t be in control when you don’t feel you know what to do. Start at the beginning with small steps just like a newbie. No one’s a pro at this. If you’re not counting carbs, start there. If you’re unsure of how to dose insulin properly, learn & ask people here. Using Insulin is a great book. So is Think Like A Pancreas. I love Jenny’s site www.bloodsugar101.com. Every step moving forward provides motivation & confidence to take the next step.