looking for motivation? what is important to you? is it your boyfriend or family/friends? is there a mark you want to make on the world? you are 19 and have a lot onyour plate right now but also have a whole world open to you (I remember being 19 and not believe this sh!t either but it is true Life can suck but it is also can be unbelieveably beatiful.) find the things that matter to you and chase them down w/ all your heart. good luck and take care
