It's just me

Hi JJ, I feel the worry in your words. The first thing you should realize is that your body is not betraying you. The body never betrays us and never does anything with malicious intent to harm you, whether it is diabetes, cancer or otherwise. It is using it’s extreme survival mechanisms to keep yourself alive. Please do not get any more of yourself cut out, it is not necessary. You need to educate yourself about what steps you need to take to get healthy again. You have been on the incorrect path in life regarding health, and I am going to recommend you read some of these books to get well again. Please do not be scared to venture away from your doctors recommendations.