A question to anyone who happens to read this… Should I consider an Insulin Pump? I’m really discouraged with giving myself shots… I feel like a pin cushion… lol I hope things get better. I’m soo stressed out with my diabetes… I hope you don’t think I’m using this as a place to gripe… I just need to vent. I talk to my friends and family about it but I don’t want to worry them… I worry them enough. I feel soo bad for my mom. She can’t sleep at night because she stays up worrying about me. I know she’s my mom and that’s her job but I don’t want her to have to worry about me anymore. I just want things to be fine. I just want to be able to count cards, eat right, and feel better. I don’t know how I’ve gone through this the way I have. It was better when I was diagnosed as type 2… Even though I probably didn’t do what I should have. That must be why I digressed into Type 1. It was easy to take a pill twice a day rather than the 5 shots I take now… I’m doing better now that’s all that matters… I’m getting tired of the lows though… If I don’t eat a snack after lunch then I’m shakin’ like a mad man a couple hours later… I’m sorry this is random… just some stuff I wanted to get off my chest… At least I’m over the fears of not waking up in the morning…
Sorry again for the random/griping stuffins that are contained within this here blog.
Have a great evening and a excellent tomorrow!