I feel like there is no hope to getting better for diabetes.
it seems like i can never get it right. 
Keep your head up Katie! It’s just diabetes…don’t let it stress you out. It ain’t going anywhere, right? Just take every day, one test, one shot, one meal at a time 
I spent 5 hours tonight trying to get a hyper under control. It’s just something I gotta get used to. It’s part of what we need to do, it fits right in beside having a shower and washing your hair - that’s the kind of level it’s on.
Take it one day at a time, and it’ll get easier as you go on.
Kris x
Deal with what’s right in front of you, and move on. Keep trying. You can do it.
Hang in there Katie, you can do it! That’s one of the frustrating things with diabetes, just when you think you have something down, things change. It’s not you though, it happens to all of us. Those of us who have had it awhile can tell you it’s worth it to try and stay on top of it though, as it really helps avoid those complications down the road. You’ve vented in the right place though. Any thoughts of a pump for you?