Well… Me and the part of me that knew better never were friends.
There was always a fight between judging myself harshly and just being doing what I want.
I always thought being reasonable would be very boring…
But since I started to take more care of my BS, life has become so much more interesting!
I’m doing sports I would have never believed in I could do them and I feel so much fitter…
This feels much more like life.
Being “reasonable” can be fun, because it enables me to do things i really love (Instead of just eating what I want).
But I also try to stop judging the part of me that’s tired of all that d stuff and just wants a big cookie.
This just tells me that something else is missing.
And I can listen to my body, too. Sometimes my “feeling” is right, although the bolus rules would say something very different, and I’m low or high although there’s no reason.
Sometimes, I’m just exaggerating when feeling extremely hungry, and waiting until my BS is back normal is the right thing to do. There can be a coopeation between taking care of my feelings and listening to my knowledge.
But without judging-
Neither “boring reason”, nor “unreasonable feelings”.
If life itself is fun, it’s not that hard to do boring d stuff… 
