Good morning. Positive, that is usually me, and I really try to be upbeat and happy, and I do have a lot to be thankful for. But I'm also stubborn, obstinate, don't like to be told what to do or have to stick to a rigid schedule. I'm crabby now, and that is because I lost a weekend due to not feeling well. I kinda said to heck with it yesterday, and ate some things I shouldn't, didn't help my stomach or my blood sugar. Dumb blood sugar doesn't let you get by with anything. Ugh.
Anyways, please, forgive the grump. How do you all stay positive?
I missed at least 2workouts and that upsets me, I am going tomorrow no matter how I feel. Not sure if this stomach pain is from meds or from an ulcer returning. Anyways, I was told to vent if I need to, and I guess I am. I know there are a lot of people worse off then me, but I want to stomp my feet at cry, I don't want this! I don't want to stick my finger and take pills. Yes I'm being a crybaby and I know it, sorry.
Needed to get that out, been carrying it inside for awhile, might be the cause of my stomach pain. I just want to scream and yell and cry.
On the flip side, I am trying to lose weight and work out. And I am reading Dr Atkins book and it makes a lot of sense to me and thinking of trying low carbs.
I just need a new body, lol.
Sorry for the rant