Hi Heidi,
Welcome to Tudiabetes just reading you post and I can understand not being motivated seeing as diabetes is a 24hours 7 days a week kind of thing and having times that your not motivated I think is ok as long as you dont make it a habit,I have those days when I just have had enough or times when I just cry because I am tired of it all.
To be honest if you put in the hard work and effort it will be better for you later on in life when you wont have as much energy or time.
I hope you get that motivation back.
