Yeah this whole depression thing sucks! bikette, I have been on many different drugs over the years, paxil, prozac, welbrutrin, so many I can no longer remember them all. And yes, I too became very anxious and full of rage, apparently I was bad enough to loose two friends over my bad behavior. Still not totally sure on that one as I want a sit down, not texts. So yes mame, it was rough. Now about 8 months in, I am more relaxed and settled. I can still belly laugh and cry during commercials. I plan to wiat this out and see if I bottome out. I too have been suicidal over the years, but I learned long ago that I could feel suicidal and not kill myself. That freed me up to allow myself to feel that bad and know that I would come out the other side. I am not sure what the answer is, other than big bucks, but I really want to find my center again. Good luck.
