Sad letter that needs to republished and everyone needs to read

If you’ve been to my blog and seen this already ignore this post. If not please follow this link, it is a difficult read, but I think everyone should read it. That being said, this is NOT something for kids to read. Always remember that someone, somewhere is there to listen to you.

The original article is by gizmodo.com.

Bill Zeller was a talented programmer whose work we’ve featured on Lifehacker. He took his own life on Sunday and left an explanation that I think it’s important you read.

Zeller was a victim of sexual and psychological abuse. It’s clear from his writing that the abuse left him unable to interface with the world in any way that didn’t leave him feeling he was too sullied to have the same experiences that he thought others had. He had a self-described “darkness”, which despite his prostration it’s clear he handled more ably than perhaps he ever realized.

Programming was a solace, but only temporarily. Zeller never felt he could escape the things that had happened to him because he carried his torment with him everywhere.

I think a person has the right to live or end their life as they choose. If Zeller really felt that suicide was his only option, so be it. But as someone who has had similar experiences in my own life, I want to say to anyone else who feels the way Zeller felt: You can’t escape your past. Not completely. But you can deal with it. You can contextualize it. You can learn how to prepare for the times when you feel like it’s not even on your radar and then it totally broadsides you.

And you can talk to people. You really can.

Bill Zeller
I have the urge to declare my sanity and justify my actions, but I assume I’ll never be able to convince anyone that this was the right decision. Maybe it’s true that anyone who does this is insane by definition, but I can at least explain my reasoning. I considered not writing any of this because of how personal it is, but I like tying up loose ends and don’t want people to wonder why I did this. Since I’ve never spoken to anyone about what happened to me, people would likely draw the wrong conclusions.

Please follow the link to gizmodo or my blog to read the rest!

You are correct …we all have baggage …we all have been victims …some of us carry on and try to change the world for the better .

Powerful. Heart-rending.

If it’s true that we reincarnate to live a better life absent the pain of the former – Mr. Zeller, be forever in the light.

that’s very sad news. had a good friend committ suicide. he had a lot of friends and family who would have done anything to help him but he decided to leave anyway instead of asking for help. makes angry and sad to this day

I agree with every comment so far. That’s why I posted it with that title. I hope that everyone can read this and everyone will share the story with one person, because one suicide is too many. Even in the darkest part of the day I hope that everyone knows that there is someone out there to talk to. A parent, a friend, a coworker, a doctor or even a stranger on a website/blog (including me). I truly hope that if everyone shares this story we can keep one person from taking their own life.

SuFu

People who commit suicide live in a dark place and can’t see their way out. No matter what others may say when someone lives in that dark place there is no light at the end for them. It’s sad that someone can’t find other avenues to take other then death.