Sometimes I feel like giving up


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When I have to go to El's house so she can give me some of her NovoRapid 'cause I'm stupid enough to let mine run out half way through my lunch bolus. And not have any spare. Stupid, eh?

When I've been up all night after an original 2.9 at the D of E training session that just won't budge. That eventually shoots to 11 and falls back to 5 in an hour. And that was just the start.

ALL night. ALL NIGHT.

When I've dropped from 8 to 3 in half an hour with no NovoRapid on board.

When my head is killing me from another rebound high.

When the only thing running through my head is "why?"

Why does anyone have to go through this? Why do the poor little kids have to go through this? Why do we all have to carry so much more on our shoulders?

Why haven't we got a cure yet?