We all have our struggles and our battles ; diabetic or not . At the end of the day you will be the only one who remembers that even like embarassing. We do what we can with what we have , and sometimes we’re not in a state to be able to answer questions or do the job needed. But that’s why we’re human and we cant be ashamed , because that’s who we are.
If it’s any comfort, when im very low sugar i tend to shout to let ppl know i might be in trouble ( lol of course, its not conscious) and in public places- it is embarrassing but you know what, i have to laugh at it.
Anyways take care and hopefully you can get over it
cheers
meve