I did the highs and lows mixed up for years and finally stabilized it with a pump? If you already have one of those, perhaps it needs to be adjusted? I still attack any highs (although for me, that’s like 140 b/c I am a psycho…) with CB and run low and it sounds like you might be doing that. Perhaps if you can get a handle on the dosing it will smooth things out and you can then take things to the next level? Have you and your parents talked about doing anything to fix that or are you planning to get with your doctor to do that? I don’t exactly recall how old you are and I’m sure my own 12 year old would tell me to “shut UP!” if I suggested that she read a book like “Think Like a Pancreas” but if you haven’t, it might be a good place for you to start? I think it’s less than $20, probably free at the library and would sort of give you some foundation to suggest changes yourself? I also strongly recommend being very careful doing stuff like that. One thing that I learned was that changing some of the basal numbers by very small amounts, like .05U/hour will send my BG up or down pretty markedly and if you are having swings you don’t want to be crashing out any more as it would likely be more unpleasant? I’m sorry you feel bad though and hope that you can focus on being tough rather than feeling like a big cry baby! I like being tough myself. It is a lot more fun that feeling like the Sta-Puff marshmallow man I was turning into for a few years.
