The Never endind story

Man is life a total pest at times. One day everything is going well, the next bam bad. What are the odds. I saw my endo last week. Not a happy camper with her. A1c is7.3% which is much better. But there are things she wants me doing that I don’t think is necessary. She wants me to lose 40 lbs. Now I am on the heavier side of things…but if I was really fat I would not fit into the clothes I am currently wearing. Trust me I been there before. I do understand her reasoning though. High risk of heart disease for me. So I really need to be thin and fit. But 40 pounds. I will look deathly sick then.