I continue to have problems with infusion sets, now on the Sure-T type. I seem to get a lot of clogged cannulas/needles and I’m beginning to wonder if my body is actually going to allow me to use this damn thing. I’m constantly worrying about whether I’m getting what I am supposed to be getting. I guess this is the wall. I have to decide whether or not to continue with this, right now it is causing me more anxiety than the problems that got me started pumping in the first place. I know it will help, I know it can work, but whatever reason, I can’t seem to make it go right. I don’t know if I need a shoulder to cry on or a slap upside the head right now.
I think I put in a new needles 4 times since Thursday, might as well be taking shots at this point, esp with the injections I have to give myself to bring the 300’s down.
I’m frustrated, tired. Thanks for letting me vent.
Now I just have to try and make a rational decision about pumping