I’m just tired of it all. Tired of struggling in a boring job to make ends meet. Tired of blood sugar testing, calculating insulin requirements, planning meals, planning exercise sessions, dealing with incredibly annoying people, just running this crazy rat race… for what? What is the point and the purpose (to get all nihilistic). It’s not like I’m going to cure cancer (or diabetes) or do anything “great”. We all just get up, do our routine, go to bed, and do it all the next day. Futile, sigh.