Wow! You’re words are just so beautiful in describing how many of us feel with struggling with diabetes. You speech for many of us out there that aren’t good with expressing themselves. I just came back from a 5 day diabetic conference in Montreal - where I worked as a volunteer - and even though it was meant for the medical folks - I got most of what they were saying (I demanded they talk to me in normal words - and they did). It made me feel good, knowing that much is being done to help make our lives better, and fight this disease that sometimes people can’t treat due to inability to pay for drugs, food, etc. It was just all very eye opening for me, along with Tudiabetes, we are so blessed!!!
Take care - and sending you back a flood of light (put on your sunglasses) and love!!! 
