I can feel it.
My head is in a puff of clouds ...
my eyes sting -- puffy and red
my shoulders feel heavy
my arms aren't functioning correctly -- they're just hanging there
It's even hard to type -- my fingers won't cooperate (and you wouldn't believe how many miss spells I have this far -- Thank you Spell Check!).
I noticed my slow steps this moring .. how my feet drag as oppose to actually lifting them.
I'm tired and I know I am.
It's quite sad...
I know I am going to get sick (HA, I already am ..........)
These past 3 weeks, I've been working hard, pulling 10 - 14 hours a day. And when I do have a day off, it's really not.
My job consists of needing me. I don't get Saturdays and Sundays off. It's more of maybe Sunday off, but not Saturday; or have Tuesday off, but come back the next day, and then take the day off the next day after tomorrow...
My phone goes off constantly too -- whether it's my front desk associates needing my assistance or my GM needing something.
Don't get me wrong, I'd work the hours when needed and if I have to. HECK, I'll do the job AND slave away, but I think this time my body is starting to tell me something.
I'm starting to shut down.
It'll only be a few days until I completely shut down. I'm just praying I can hang on a little longer, but it's numbered...
HELL, it's past due!
I'm starting to get all of those symptoms:
flashing/spotty red dots
The worse part is I can't seem to control my blood glucose -- and this is what really scares me.
It's been a roller coaster these past few weeks. In fact, it's so bad that I am starting to get used to having high levels!! I CAN'T feel my sugars going high anymore. I used to have such tight control -- unfortuantely, my diabetes does not work around my schedule...
I suppose I'm going to have to endure all of this .....