yes you are all right guys… 
{{{Debb}}}: it’s a good thing my husband and cousin was there to support me, they were able to divert my attention to something and after that I just laugh at the whole thing, especially when I remember how I look when I was panicking and running… and yes, today is a better day…
{{{DiabeticizME}}} : It’s indeed a high day for me, but it’s also a revelation that meaning my body is not used to high numbers that I was able to feel it when it shoots up… 
{{{Cathy}}} today, my numbers are ok FBS 89… 2 hours after breakfast BG155 (160 below is my aim) and I hope it will stay ok the whole day…
{{{Robert}}} hi robert, i am really happy for you you had a wonderful vacation… you need that break… and you still need to feed me about your fun fun fun experience there plus more… LOL,
I had a goodnight sleep last night (thanks God), I was able to have 7 and half hour of sleep that keeps me going today… yes… just living… one day at a time…
Thanks for the comments… Be well…