When we are being watched

I think that it's true that we watch our bs levels closer when we feel that there are people out there that understand and care.

But I know when people are "watching" me and what I eat I want to show them that I can do what I want.

Sometimes that means that I rebel and take an "I'll show you" attitude.

A good friend said once that we shouldn't do the "I'll show you, I'll kill me" rebellion. But that's what we do when don't test and keep track...

My friend has said something like that to me too. She said it is not a good idea to eat whatever , whenever and not test. She said is similar to watching someone on intervention that needs help.