Hello. My friends did some intervention with me last night.
Right, I haven’t been on here for ages. I have ignored my diabetes because I felt I had other issues going on that were more important. Also, during a course I did, I wsa told I can eat anything, and my sugars have been really out of control since. They were never great in the first place.
Well, last night, my martial arts tutor, his mother and my boyfriend sat down with me and had a serious chat. I was completely honest in that I have ignored the diabetes. I never check my sugars and I just have snack food and junk food all the time because it is easy.
It is like a catch 22 - I feel so ill all the time that I can’t be bothered tomake healthy food.
After the training course I did, where I was told I can eat anything I want, I just need to gve myself the right amount of insulin, I have been eatng Icecream, Chocolate and all sorts. I eat a chocolate bar a day.
I have always comfort eaten when I get stressed or down, and I have been really down recently. So I have been eatng a load of rubbish, then just sticking the needle in me and giving myself whatever feels right. I go up and down all the time. I am constantly correcting dosing, or over treating hypos. I get about 9 hypos per week averagely.
I am always up and down with my sugars - I mean drastically up and down.
Please help me. I want to be healthy again. I want to stop being tired and ill all the time. I want the energy and drive I always used to have.