Lost


#1

A lot has happened since my last entry. My boyfriend broke up with me. We still live together, we still are in love with each other. Its been almost 2 weeks and yet, we are talking and working things out (or at least I think we are). We’ve talked since we broke up. Its confusing. I have been such a horrible diabetic because my life is just not good at the moment. I’m not sure if I mentioned this before but I lost my job a year ago and still looking. Unemployment ran out in the beginning of November and well, my state is mean. So with school done and over with and no money coming in, I’ve been horrible.

So I’m a little lost as to where to go in my life. I only hope things with him get better and we can try again as I love him dearly. But thats my short update. The holidays were hard to deal with. At least only one person asked how things were between him and I. I just quietly told them we broke up and didn’t want to speak about it.