Miss taking my sugar

I’ve been bad taking my sugar, last week i only took it 2 times all week and less before that i just keep forgeting it. I’ve been eatting well because i have lost another 5 pounds which is good for me, and 4 days ago my bs dropped that i was sweating and shaking i knew i needed some sugar so i got a pop and drank it fast, and after that i told my mom she asked if i checked my bs and i told her no, and she yelled at me i told her all i was thinking was get some sugar.

i gotta do something