My heart is like a symphony
That sings of only pain
Of all that makes a life worthwhile
Only you remain
Only in the thought of you
Safe and cared for well
Can I find happiness within
My self-inflicted hell
Only in my love for you
Is there sufficient grace
For me to want to live at all
In this forsaken place
Ah, Goddess! Were life not beautiful
I could, perhaps, embrace the rage
Of an embittered night
Bu as it is, I cannot help
But hope for what might be
That though you gave me up, you might
Someday, somehow love me