Why don't I take better care of myself?

Karen , I have similar concerns and questions you mentioned as my last A1C went up , except my number of years living with diabetes is 28 , compared to your 44 years !!.
.I am living without complications .Something is working right .
I had a bit of a chat with several Tu members and it helped me to " get off it " referring to the negative thoughts , which were busy rolling around in my head. I felt empowered by them .Thanks folks :slight_smile: