So today I had an Exam (our first one, school started the 23rd) in my Nursing class. I’m new to college her e and still kinda getting everything figured out because I’m out of my home state; the weather is different etc.
Well I hadn’t gotten a lot of sleep this week due to a speech I had, some other hw, and just I’m usually a night owl with a weird schedule.
I got two hours of sleep last night and the rest I stayed up practicing a speech I had this morning. All went well with that and I went to my lab exam after that and I was fine. Well two hours before this class I took a power nap I was just so lethargic.
But I had bolused 1.5 units (pump) for a peanut butter sandwich, juice, and some chips. I’m only recently diagnosed, still hasn’t been a full year, and so my blood sugars are way out of wack because sometimes I still produce a normal amount of insulin. But I thought 1.5 units was fine because that isn’t that much for everything I ate.
I woke up at 1:35 for my class at 2:00 and felt so off: dizzy, lethargic, barely keep my eyes open etc.
I tested because I had a feeling I was low and it said 92 so I just started walking to class (I live on campus). Well, I started to really feel it hit me on the way to class and it was factored with my little sleep and I felt like I was about to pass out. I could just feel that my face was sheet white.
I got to the lecture hall for my exam and immediately the teacher walked up to me as I was walking to her and I told her my BG was low and she had me sit down outside.
Well, 1 juice and some crackers and 15 minutes later I was 71 so it must have hit really fast and dropped so hard my meter didn’t even catch it.
I was planning on taking the test just like 15 min or so later after I started to feel better.
I was trying to make sure to differentiate my feelings: tired and low. Because I didn’t want to make the decision to take the exam on a later date due to being tired. But I was still feeling low 45 minutes later (I think the adrenaline rush kicked in: there was a nurse professor that was sitting with me and then all the students in my class were giving me funny looks) and on top of my exhaustion it was just a recipe for disaster so I just told my teacher I was going to my room and asked if I could take it tomorrow and she didn’t have a problem.
Anyway, my question is: can anyone give any words of wisdom? I’m kinda having my first diabetes pity party (not like me at all). I’ve never really had it impact my school like this before and it was just something that really upset me. I started crying when the nurse professor asked about my pump.
I wonder if I wasn’t so tired would I have felt low for so long? Maybe then I wouldn’t have had to take the exam tomorrow…I don’t want anymore special treatment than I need and I’m warring with myself about these thoughts constantly because I know there are times where I have to ask for help but its just in the situation I was just all around crappy.
I don’t know, I’m upset because I got out of class and went to my room and I worry others are going to assume things. I shouldn’t care but I just don’t want people to view me or my diabetes as something Its not.
Does any of this even make sense?
Advice is appreciated