Hey @martinb, I’m happy to see that you’re still around. You have no doubt made changes in your life that have allowed you to live with this diagnosis.
Like you and perhaps many here, I resent this treachery that my body brought on me, I wish I could just go for a bike ride or a hike or a ski and not have to figure out whether I’ve brought along enough fast carbs, if my insulin on board is going to drop my glucose or if I’ve overdone things in preparation and I’ll be hyperglycaemic for the next six hours. I’d love to sit down without thinking and have a steak with some fries and a piece of apple pie without a second thought but that isn’t how my system works.
I’ve found things to be grateful for (the discovery of insulin! The development of CGM! A pump that can alter my basal rate in response to the CGM!).
My children.
My profession.
A beautiful sunrise.
The more I can focus on these things, the less that this diagnosis, which I did NOT consciously choose, is able to bring me down.
Regarding the SSRI / SNRI link, I believe that you are pursuing an illusion. We do such things in an attempt to exert some control over our circumstances in a life that may be less under our control that we would rush for. It’s understandable!
But remember that these are very widely used classes of drugs and although I’m doubtful of their effectiveness in many cases, particularly as opposed to a cognitive behavioural therapy approach for example, or mindfulness meditation, or often just spending more time exercising in the outdoors, I cannot see a mechanism by which they CAUSE the autoimmune mediated T1DM.
Antidepressants work very well for some people, are useless or cause very uncomfortable ride effects in others, and looking at Effexor in particular, are quite tough to wean of and discontinue.
I wish you my very best in your journey. Remember that you are NOT alone even when it feels that you are. I don’t actually know anyone else with T1 who is dealing with all this crap. It does give me a small comfort to see the folks on this exchange and hear their stories.
How are you doing, anyway?
