hey Matt, thanks for posting. I'd like to add that beefing up your logging is a good idea for getting back to better control. and don't think of your numbers as "good" or "bad" but as information. writing down what's going on with bgs, insulin, food intake, and perhaps exercise and stress can also help your health professionals spot trends and be able to make suggestions.
I was reminded of another member here, who wrote this post, and I think some of the many responses were really really good
https://forum.tudiabetes.org/topics/worst-diabetic-ever-needs-help