Thank you DW,
I like the serenity prayer. Change is the only constant. With that wisdom, I know nothing.
29 years of diabetes does not make me an expert on diabetes. In fact, my 4 years of education in a medical master's program did little to educate me on diabetes. Some 600 hours of Western Medical training only presented diabetes Dx of Type 1, Type 2, gestational diabetes, and diabetes insipidus. I heard of adults getting Dx of type 1, and children getting Dx of type 2. I never heard of LADA, type 1.5, or MODY and its 9 subtypes.
I wonder,,, does anyone know, Is it possible for me to have a C-Peptide test to show if my body is making any insulin on it's own? I was told there was no lab test to say this. My Western Lab Diagnostic teacher and Western Internal Medicine professor said, all there is available is the glucose tolerance test. Even if my beta cells were producing some insulin, taking the glucose tolerance test would not prove or disprove if my islet cells were producing any insulin.
For the LADA's - with all due respect, I do not understand why taking insulin would help to avoid total dependence on insulin. Taking insulin, is taking insulin, whether is 1 unit or 70 units. If taking insulin early preserves beta cell function, will you be able to go off insulin in the future, having taken at onset of LADA?
DW, my goal since onset, for 29 years has been a cure. I do not like dependence on exogenous insulin, or the yo-yo effect. I think my body is making insulin, my islet cells are regenerating, and sometimes functioning. I think that exogenous insulin injections or pump-therapy confuses this process of self-healing. Perhaps the 'habits' that you mention, are the cause of diabetes (no matter what type it is). And, the cure and/or prevention of diabetes is important for us all to look at this. However, the Dx of types, and Tx of types,,, the Western Medical approach to managing diabetes with oral meds, with insulin, with carb counting and bolus ratios, and basal rates... does Nothing towards a Cure for diabetes. In fact, Western medical treatment of diabetes, pharmaceutical companies, pump and CGM companies, Western Medical doctors and providers, insurance companies,,, are pretty dang happy that diabetics are addicted to exogenous insulin and oral meds, and if not 'addicted' - convinced! Convinced that it is a solution to a really big problem, an epidemic. Convinced that this temporary solution is enough to tide us over until "they" come up with a cure.
29 years, almost 30 years of diabetes, I can't believe it. I don't believe it, the Cure is not on its way, as they say. I am not a diabetic expert, but I am a carb counting pro, I am a insulin/carb ratio bolus wizard genius, I am a basal profile super star. I flunked diabetes school 101 about a thousand times, so obviously the professional diabetic experts know way more than me. If my Endo wasn't so super hot, I would not go to my appointments every 3 months and get an A1C. But, he is, so I do, and I play the game.
Research says that fluctuations of bg levels are far more dangerous than consistent readings of 180-200. I went 3 months without insulin (due to lack of insurance) ... I stayed in range of 180-200 (I had surplus of test strips). With insulin therapy and CGM plus finger sticks 10 times a day, I was 40-400. I think the A1C is a bs test for long time diabetics on insulin therapy. But, like I say, my Endo is super cute, so I do it every 3 months for him, so he will write my Rx for insulin, so the insurance will pay for my insulin and pump supplies.
DW, what insurance do you have? Does it cover your CGM and sensors? You can have my CGM and about 10 boxes of soft-sensors. But, I'm telling you, depending on a machine to tell you what you are, is not independence. The CGM reads interstitial fluid, not blood glucose, it is not accurate, especially if having extreme fluctuation. The damn thing will beep at you constantly! It needs to be calibrated with your blood testing meter, and let me tell you, these two devices are hardly friendly with each other. If you are having a lot of highs, you'll be prone to infection, if your blood is running thick, the sensor will fill up with blood, get clogged, you will have to change it more often, wait for re-calibration, and the beep... beep... beep,,, the whole process will start all over. But, that is my experience, about the medical device that goes 'Ping'. Yours may be different. Yet, with your report of bg, I doubt it. I do look forward to your Status update when you get going on
a CGM. I hope your experience is different. Peace warrior brother.
As for breakfast... :) Your right, that is an important meal! For 29 plus years, I have been working on waking up my morning appetite. Sometimes I like to have a green-algae juice, or some congee with gogi berries, something like that. I tend to poor appetite all the day long. It is a bad habit. Scientifically, I can understand why no food raises blood sugar, the body thinks it is starving, and probably is, so the liver cranks out some glucose and raises bg. Rocket Science... Beep, Beep, Beep. I get the Missed Bolus Beep on my insulin pump all the day long... yes, yes, I did 'forget' to eat. I forgot to eat. I missed my bolus. Thank you glorious insulin pump, for reminding me to reapply for food stamps, to re-new my state-assisted medical insurance so I can re-load my insulin cartridge and be on my merry diabetic way to Cub Foods ,,, while I wait, ever so patiently... for a Cure.
Sorry for my sarcasm,,, it is a coping mechanism, implanted at time of onset,,, calibrated with each coma,,, and programmed into my subconscious.
Much Love,
Turtle Dove