I just found out I have diabetes. I had to go to the doctor for a girl problem, she took some blood tests and said I might have diabetes. She had me come back the next morning for more tests, they took so many blood vials I wondered if I had any blood left. All the tests are not back yet but she is sure I have diabetes but wasn't sure which type and I was in no immediate danger. Depending on the test results, I might have to go in the hospital.
I've been freaking out every since and can't sleep or even do my school work. I've been reading a lot about diabetes but I'm still afraid of my future. My parents try to reassure me but I've overheard my mom crying and talking, they are freaking out too. If I have to take shots I don't think I could stand it.
I just found out my parents want to send me back to Honolulu to stay with my grand parents. They both work in the embassy here in Tokyo and I will have to go the hospital in Yokosuka. They say it would be better to be in Honolulu. I don't want to go, I like my school here and all my friends are here. It would be more bad news on top of this diabetes, I hate diabetes, why me?