So, today I am over it.
I am over Diabetes.
I am over BEING a diabetic.
I am over my sisters damn dog waking me up at stupid hours.
I am over fingerpricks and needles, and whacky results, and logging and measuring and counting.
I am over worrying about people I love.
I am over Lois being sick.
I am over my dad being sick, and WAY over him drinking too much.
I am over the stupid cockatoos in the backyard thinking that 6am is a good time to have screaming fits.
I am over Diabetes screwing with my friends and their families.
I am over Diabetes making my friend's son feel like crap, emotionally, mentally and physically.
I am over hearing about yet another beautiful child getting this ■■■■■■ disease.
I am over wondering why God can do SO much, but can't or won't stop a 2 year old from needing needles and fingerpricks every day.
I am over my friend being burned out from having to deal with the worry of her beautiful daughter dealing with D every damn day for the rest of her life.
I am over hearing that a beautiful, smart and generally great 13 year old is pulling the exact same life-threatening diabetes crap that I pulled at her age.
And most of all... I am over being over it.
Over and out.