Here we go again. Another attempt at turning around my health. It's been a constant struggle...good days and bad. I think burnt out is an understatement. But I know I have the support. I know I have those who care. So why am I slipping? Why am I falling back? I wish I had the answers. But today begins a new chance, a new start. A site like this is truly a god send.
My biggest complaint, if you will, is that care here is hard to find. Living in Napa County you either have to struggle to find a true CDE willing to understand you or you have to take the expense of going into the city (SFO) or go as far as Irvine to get into Joslin there. I guess I am jaded from coming from Boston - home to Joslin and the major medical centers.
So I ask you be there to support me and tell me what you are doing. And let me have the opportunity to vent, smile, cry, and do the things to get better. I am 41, and I don't want this to beat me.