The last 22 hours have been crappy. A 277 unexplained high at midnight last night and took 10 hours to get under 200. High (for me) all day and I have completely screwed a good A1C. I have double bolused, double corrected, doubled basaled, and low carbed all day. I have lied to my pump to override everything and I am starving to death. No more stress than usual, not pregnant, premenstrual, menopausal, and haven’t been sick since 1985–but I want to kill something! Will I ever get back to some semblance of control or should I just start binging on M&Ms and start smoking again? Good lord I hate this and want to go back to my old normal life.
Thanks for listening to that temper tantrum and now I will put on my big girl pants and deal.