I'm hitting a wall. My blood sugars started getting out of whack no matter what I did so I decided it was time to start pumping. Not to mention all the times I couldn't remember if I'd shot myself or not, especially with my long acting. I started on the Omnipod and had it for about a month, maybe a bit longer. I stopped loving it. I loved pumping I just didn't like the pod. So I returned it to the company and am waiting for them to credit back my insurance company so that I can get a different one. It's been about a week since I went back to injections and I'm hating every minute of it. Back to the ups and downs, imprecise injection amounts, and of course the stabbing myself a hundred times a day. This morning I couldn't get my sugars down so here it is, 11:30 AM, and I'm just finishing my breakfast. It could take up to three months to get a new pump, possibly longer. I just feel like it would be less hassle and less stressful to just say f*!$ it and let everything go haywire for the next few months. I'm trying to keep telling myself that it's only temporary but I'm just done.