@CJ114 – Obsession or near-obsession is, of course, a relative term. But I think we can accept that repeated behavior that produces no additional benefit can be considered obsessive. Repeatedly locking your house door before you can finally leave your house is obsessive. Locking your door once or twice is understandable. Doing it eight or twelve times is obsessive.
Please forgive my digression here as I’ve been accused of this by medical professionals more than once. Sometimes it’s explicitly phrased but at other times more subtle in its expression but certainly present just the same.
Poking my finger 15 times per day, as I did for years before CGM was available, provided many opportunities for me to observe this in my doctors and other medical professionals. The irony to me was the fact that none of them lived with diabetes!
Spending more attention on blood glucose tactics than the average person with diabetes is not obsessive from my perspective. Why? Because that extra attention can produce measurable increments of performance that produce perceptible improvements in quality of life – less metabolic drama, more calm.
What I’m trying to say is that there’s a concrete reward for trading more of your time and attention aimed at keeping your blood glucose in a tighter range with less volatility. The tactic is not the end but the means for winning a better glucose metabolism.
I’ve thought about this topic a lot over the years and I’ve wondered why some people with diabetes would be motivated to color the level of my diabetes tactics as obsessive. I speak generally here; this is not specifically about you or others in this discussion!
I think that pasting that label on behavior that they’ve personally considered and for one reason or another they chose to not adopt provides them with a rationalization that justifies their active choice. In other words, it’s not about me and my actions, but rather about them and the choices they’ve made. Again, this is a general observation I’ve made, not specific to any individual.
The A1c and GMI numbers are coarse measures of metabolic control and you do acknowledge the weakness of these numbers in catching excessive swinging of blood glucose. As a coarse indicator of metabolism (> 7% A1c, for example), I agree that it can indicate to a diabetic and his/her doctor that action should be taken.
By the way, from my point of view, the level of effort I put into my diabetes tactics is not as much as you might think. I’ve found that diabetes often accrues a metabolic inertia. Keeping blood sugar levels in a tighter range leads to a momentum that tends to keep it in that range.
The body seems to have metabolic memory of events and it incorporates those events into its circadian memory. Have you ever had a severe low blood glucose and found that almost exactly 24 hours later your metabolism wants to repeat that event even absent the triggers that originally produced it? It’s a circadian aftershock of sorts.
I believe the same homeostasis is in play when good blood sugar levels happen. Twenty-four hours later, that prior good glucose trace exerts some force to repeat the event of a day earlier. Of course, you can add levels of food, exercise, or insulin that can obscure and overwhelm that effect.
Sorry for the long answer to a short question but your comment raised a topic that I’ve given much thought. If you’ve read this far, thank-you for humoring me!