Everything is going so well, of course I've had a few bad days, 4 bad in total since I heard I'm carrieing a bambino'. My doc says I am doing great though, except for yesterday.
I found out my grandfather is in the hospital, minor heart attack, hes doing fine but because of the hormones and stress level, yesterday was one of those bad days, sugars persistantly stayed low, then elevated to safe levels then went low again, so in total 3 panic attacks in one hour and I over ate.
Went to bed and by 2am they were up high (when the meter tells you to check your ketones) thats high. first time in at least two months ive seen them above 6.8 mmol, but i still had a break down. they were at 18mmol!!!
If I wasnt 7months pregnant i may have shrugged it off, but now that some little beautiful gift is depending on me to control her health, its overwhelming at times.
my day so far is going great though, but if anyone out there has some comforting thoughts like how they cope with those bad days mentally, pass em' this way.
oh and sorry didnt post on d-day, didnt have internet.