Log it or Lie about it

Full article about how we deal with all those test results: http://ericdevine.wordpress.com/

I left you a message. That’s an honest look at what we really feel. Right now,
I’m cringing and avoiding an appt out of disgust for me. Emotional eating is a pain.

I just saw your comment on my blog. Thanks. I’m sorry that times are rough for you now. Just keep taking it one day at a time.

When I was a child growing up with diabetes, I thought of myself as a logbook artiste. Writing in various colors of pens (as if noting the number at different times of day and from various locations) and smearing a little blood on the pages gave a touch of authenticity to the made-up numbers. Until the A1C result arrived.

During the first few months from first diagnosis…the issue crossed my mind… But immediately dismissed the fact since I will just be fooling nobody else but myself.