Numbers--my love is not always my love anymore

I am (well maybe was) a numbers freak–I like math problems, I like logic problems (as a chaotic thinker I do not always solve them like others do–but for those who don’t know–chaos is mathematical) Like string theory, super string theory, folded time, bubble theory, quantum physics.after the fact even my final final for MS in Econ that was a 16 page derivative…but…

my bg numbers make me crazy…

there is no logical (or illogical) algorythym that makes any sense…I even know why–too many unknown variables

the pancreas doesn’t just control insulin…and the human brain knows all the variables and how they interact…we do not…

but it is still darned frustrating for a person who normally likes numbers…

I HATE how my graphs look with my bs’s…it is an UGLY graph…

One reason I don’t use a graph, although I should. I’m sure my graph would resemble the mountains on a Coors beer can